It's offical!

This is the story of our journey to conceive, documented for our future babies so they can know the love that we have for them before they ever existed. I will use it as my journal, to document my personal experiences and the emotional roller coaster of overcoming infertility. I always knew I wanted to be a Mom, but never imagined how hard the process could be. At 26 my biological clock is at it's prime and my internal Mommy clock is on overdrive. Baby fervor is an understatement. My calling in life is to be a Mom, and every month that I pee on a stick and see the negative sign my heart hurts a little more. This type of pain is the worst, nothing people say makes it better, and it feels as if no one can understand unless they have experienced it first hand. I'm not complaining, each person's path is different, but sometimes I just want someone to cry with me and acknowledge the struggle, rather than tell me it will be fine. My family and most of my friends have been very supportive, but sometimes words aren't enough. People so easily assume so much, I've been told by multiple people, including those who don't know us or our medical history,"to stop stressing" and "just relax". The honest truth is this situation has not negatively affected my relationship with my husband, thank you God! If anything it's brought us closer and taught us how to handle each others emotions. I am so blessed to have him and his support through this process.

So the big news of the day is... we just left the doctor's office with a stack full of papers on medical prescriptions (that's a whole nother topic) and a plan for In Vetro Fertilization (IVF). This is huge, and it's our very first solid step to you!!! I'm so excited and hopeful!

Baby Franco is a twinkle in our eyes! Lots more to come!