We had our first appintment on Friday to confirm that we are actually pregnant. I was so nervous about it and I honestly was to afraid to take another home pregnancy test bc I felt like it was too good to be true and the second test would not be positive. I didn't want to burst my bubble of bliss. But I shouldn't have worried bc the doctors office did the test and I am indeed pregnant...But the ultrasound wasn't as successful as I imagined. Based on my last period date I should have been 7 weeks prego and try would be able to hear my baby's heartbeat, but our baby blueberry was just a speck so they are had me do blood work to measure my HCG levels and determine how far along I really am. Apparently breastfeeding can affect your ovulation so I might just be a week or so off on the due date. The waiting game is killing me, I want them to come back and tell me that everything is perfect and healthy. I am so nervous and am overly in touch with my body so every small cramp makes me scared that I may lose my little love. But then I remember that God has given us this miracle and I must trust that he wil protect our family and I will do my part to give baby a safe and healthy home to grow in. It is still hard to believe that I have a baby in my tummy again. Dominic is going to be so excited for a little sibling, he loves other kids but needs to work on his sharing skills. He will have a lifetime of learning for that!
Our lives are amazing and I am so thankful...like I won the Super Bowl thankful! Nothing can compare to the feeling of life and love!
Tomorrow we will have a better idea of when our baby blueberry will be born. Yay! I've already started planning! Haha.
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